Realizations

Talking to my friend today made me realize that, while I am happy about this new development, I don't know what this means for me. 

Am I just supposed to go about my life like I have been before or is my life gonna completely change?  How am I supposed to react now?  Should I just act normally, or could I talk to him about it, about the possibility of marriage to him, about what I want as a ceremony?  Should I wait for him to actually make the commitment?  Not that he hasn't already, just not formally. 

I know I want him to say it to me sober, to tell me what he said to me Friday night.  I know that he said he was serious about it.  But he didn't say the actual words "I want to make you my own" sober.  I trust him and I trust that he doesn't lie at all.  However, I think that I would be happier about the idea of being married to him, that we are actually meant to be together forever, that I wouldn't be ... uncertain about our future, if I actually heard the words from him. 

Although, everything being said, I am still pretty damn happy.