Something weird happened just now. Well, two things really. First, instead of standing up to put on his boxers after waking up, THE BOYFRIEND put them on underneath the blanket. Like he didn't want me to see him naked. He has never been this shy before. And second, as he was leaving to go to work and we are standing outside, he stopped and looked back at me as he wanted to say something. But then (maybe) thought better of it and came to light my cig. And normally I wouldn't really think twice about any of this, except maybe for the boxers incident, but because of my err last saturday I am thinking twice.
Is he gonna break up with me?
Is he thinking twice about how he feels about me?
Am I gonna loose the last good thing in my life because I didn't think twice?
Did I loose my job because of him, just to see that he wasn't what I thought (and ultimately loved) about him?
OH, mind! Why can't you let things go?! Why can't you filter before you speak?!
1 comment:
Well. You have to update! I miss my little blog escape. It has been too long since your last post. I need more. Now.
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