Life with an overnight shifter

After that last post, I still couldn't get to sleep and THE BOYFRIEND was out cold with no wake in sight.  So I head over to a friend's house, stayed there for a few hours and enjoyed myself but still felt guilty that he wasn't there with me to enjoy everything that was happening.  When I got back, that was when he decided to wake up, just as I was wanting to go to sleep.  I took two benedryl and we watched Clueless until I apparently kicked him out so that I could fall asleep.  I don't remember that.  It probably happened.  Anyways, he was awake the entire rest of the night/morning.  I remember he even woke me up to have sex with me at some point.  Yes.  That did happen.  :)  And yes, I do think that is really fucking cute.

Another point in the morning, probably around 6:30 or 7 a.m., he went to go get donuts and coffee.  I wasn't going to go anywhere, so he asked me,

"Do you want me to bring you back some?  I'm not going to be a dick and not bring you back something."
"Well, I would do the same for you.  Not even ask.  Just to be thoughtful."
"Are you saying that I'm thoughtless?"  he said with a laugh.
"No, I'm not saying that at all.  That's just something I would do."
"I'm going to turn on the light." still smiling about the conversation.

So, I cover my head with a pillow, and he just giggles and tells me that I'm cute. (eye roll) He asks me what kind I want, I just draw a circle with a my hand.  What do you expect from me?  I'm 2/3 asleep.

"Ok, you want a circular donut.  Got it." giggling uncontrollably by now. 

I uncover my head just enough so that I can speak without it sounding like an incoherent mess and say,

"Glazed or chocolate frosted.  Really anything that isn't filled with something."

He goes, I fall asleep again, probably before he even left.  A few hours after I wake up, have a donut and coffee and then a shower, he is asleep again although I was in there for only 10 minutes max.  And that is where we stand now.  I started his laundry so that he could have clean clothes for work.  I want to launder the clothes I got Friday seeing that I got them from Salvation Army and who knows who tried them on before me.  Next load.

I'm still worried about my new job, well, really, this new life that I am starting tomorrow.  It's not debilitating, but I'm worried if I'll have enough money to be able to live off it.  Barely, but still live.  Gotta keep looking for a full time job that I'm gonna be able to live off of.  I just want it all to work out.