The truth and the inconvenience

Good news is... I got a job.  Semi-bad news is ... Part-time, low, low pay with a possibility to get a higher pay depending on how well I am learning and doing.  But, it is a job.  No benefits, but probably lots and lots of hours (I hope), and house-calls are higher pay.  I'm so getting the pre-employment employment jitters.  Like the I hope that I am doing the right thing and this all works out well for me jitters.  And the now that I'm on different hours than THE BOYFRIEND and I wont be seeing him as much so I hope this won't fuck up our relationship jitters.  I don't think it will (the last part) because he is such a patient person and he loves me so much.  The sex won't be as often however.  But that changed since he got his own new hours.  I just can't wait to tell him!  He's fast asleep in his room.  I still have that I hope this is gonna work out well for me jitters.  This new career.  This new life that starts next week.  I don't know what's gonna happen and that is what scares me the most.  I don't know how it's all gonna work out.

So, today I'm trying to get THE BOYFRIEND to get some sleep finally.  He's all tired, but just not going to sleep.  I don't know how he is gonna fare when I start work and I'm not there to force him to put his computer down and sleep.  Well, I shut his laptop closed, he gets nekkid and I'm laying there next to him, arms wrapped around each other.  I said to him,

"I do know of one way that will get you to sleep." speaking, of course, of the knowledge that giving him a blow job puts him right to sleep.He snickers, "Well, I don't want to inconvenience you."
"And you would be inconveniencing me how?"
"Well, if I had to put someone's dick in my mouth just to get them to sleep that would be a bit of an inconvenience."
"No.  No inconvenience there."

So, yeah I did it, and he went right to sleep afterwards.  Like a baby.  So predictable.  And I wonder how a blow job would put HIM to sleep.  I mean, it's not like he's doing any work.  Must be all that pent up sexual ... whatevers that we all get.  Sure, I do know what it's like.  For example, this blog entry where I'm so fucking horny that I can't sleep but can't do anything about it because he's not going to go near me.  Men have it so easy with dicks.  Seriously.  Not having to worry about yeast or other bacterial infections, or even a big red week one week out the entire month, every month of the year.  I hope they (the straight men) appreciate what we do for them.

Yada Yada Yada.  Life moves on, so must I.  Toodles!