Monday, June 4, 2012

Complete Happiness Finally

Yesterday, THE BOYFRIEND came back from his trip home over the weekend.  It was wonderful seeing him again.  Yeah it was only three days, but I can't describe the feeling I got when I saw him again.  I practically sprinted down to his truck, and almost jumped into his arms.  But I didn't.  Instead I kissed him a few times and smiled so big at him.  He grabbed my ass, and said,
"That's it.  That's what I needed."
After getting back upstairs to his room, we tried to lay down to sleep.  Of course there was no way that was gonna happen.  Sex was quick, very quick.  In and out for him.  But it felt so good to have him there with me, in me again, that I didn't mind at all.  We laid there for a bit, not detached, just kissed and cuddled (which is hard to do when I'm on my stomach and he's behind me).  We told each other how much we loved each other and other such adulations.  I didn't notice while he was gone, but when we were together again, it really did feel like a piece of my puzzle was found and placed back where it belonged.  Has to be a good sign.

While he was gone, I went out a few times with some friends.  One of his housemates was showing her artwork and I went along for support.  I got really silly, and stuck my face in her tits.  No, I wasn't drunk, didn't have any alcohol until later that night.  But I was still very silly.  When the art show finally ran down, we all piled into one car and headed downtown for a drink.  At the Tavern, still silly, no drinky.  In fact, I even tried to kiss another housemate of his.  She's mormon so she was very uncomfortable with that, but passed it off very well.  I liked making her uncomfortable like that, so I did it a couple of times that night and this weekend also.  Just for fun.    Not gonna abuse the privilege.  We went to O'Malley's next.  THAT'S where I got drunk.  Two Guinesses.  I was a goner by the time I finally got someone to take me home.  Got back to the house around 2 a.m.  At that time, THE BOYFRIEND was up and wanted to FB chat.  So, I did.  Completely drunk off my ass.  He enjoyed that.

Saturday night, went out to a house party, didn't drink but ended up having another good reason to be thankful for my friends here in St. Augustine.  While bitching (yes, bitching.  There was a "bitch-wheel") about my current job, one of them had mentioned that he is looking for an assistant.  YAY!  I applied today (Monday) and most likely have the job.  It's at a kids "fun-zone" place, so I have to pass a background check.  No problems there.  I'm not a criminal, didn't do nasty things to children or get arrested for drugs.  Only problem, I have to find something to cover up my ink on my forearm.  Strict dress code about that.  Long sleeves then.  Possibly start next week!  Full-time gig repairing games.  Seems like something is finally falling more into place.  Granted I would like to have something MORE like THE BOYFRIEND's sched.  But we've dealt so far.

OH, OH.  Six months tomorrow.  Wow.  Went by so quickly.  But it feels like forever, almost.  Been through a helluvalot, but we got through it all.  And came out on the otherside complete.  Love's a funny thing.  I'm completely happy right now.

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