The Revelation

Once again THE BOYFRIEND came over after his shift.  And once again, I am amazed by him and by our sex together.  We're lying there on my bed, just talking and cuddling, when I start to pull up his shirt slightly and raking my teeth and nails over his ribs.  I know this turns him on, and he starts groaning and moaning.  I straddle him and start moving my mouth down his body...  Once I get him all good and ready, his arms are up above his head, underneath a pillow, that's when I decide that now is the time to do my "thing" so to speak.  Right, so I'm on top, everything is fantastic, I'm teasing him with my tits, moving them closer then just when he gets close, pull away.  THIS of course he doesn't like, but I absolutely LOVE teasing him (as evidenced by the pics I sent him when we first started ... whatever).  Finally, I give in, and it's ... so fantastic.  The teasing him, and honestly myself by denying the pleasure of that act, just makes it intense, amazing, ... just pushes me over into oblivion.  He asks me,

"Can I use my hands now?"  Like I was the one keeping him from using his hands all along "Yes, use them now!"

So, it seems like it was my turn to be dominating and his to be dominated.  And I love doing it both ways it seems.  The power of controlling someone like that, OMG!  It's worth a try.  Okay, enough reflection.  He grabs my hips, right where they connect with my legs, in that soft place and just puts pressure there.  WOW!!!  So amazing.  Just ... wow.  After I cum, he asks me then,

"Can I cum now?"
"No.  Make me cum again, then you can."

So, dominating, right?  Yes, I'm totally smirking now.  THE POWER!!!  THE POWER!!!!!
But, he can't hold out.  He tried; didn't make it, however.  Now I know.   HeHeHe.

Sometime last weekend, after an especially good round, I said to him while breathing heavy and legs all a kimbo,

"Sex with us just keeps getting better and better the longer we are together, doesn't it."
"It certainly seems like it."

And I hope I didn't jinx us when I said that; but honestly, does it sound like I did?  I think not.  As for him being just a more amazing guy than I already thought, it came to me last night that he doesn't flaunt his own sexual ... desires in front of me.  I mean, he gets turned on by me (obviously), but it's not like he makes it perfectly clear that he is looking at other women (and getting turned on by them), makes no mention of watching pornography, etc.  Otherwise being known as a "male pig".  It is like his eyes are only for me.  And that makes me feel so good about myself, and our relationship.  The sitch just sucks.

(Okay, behind the jump is just some rambling; nothing especially exciting.)

THE BOYFRIEND brought up an interesting theory about myself today.  We were outside his house in St. Aug, drinking coffee and smoking a cigarette before he had to leave for work.  He asked me if I got some sleep before we/he woke up and I told him that I got a few hours of sleep once I knew he had fallen asleep.  Don't ask me why, but I haven't been able to sleep when I'm sleeping next to someone until that person has fallen asleep, unless I'm super tired.  He asked me if someone has ever called me a nurturer before.  Which they haven't; but I do have tendencies of the "nurturer."  For instance, I do try to make sure that the needs of my loved ones are met before I take care of myself; I have an extraordinary sense of loyalty and responsibility in my "make-up; I am sometimes considered cold and "aloof", but am actually warm-hearted and generous; I learn best by doing than reading about it in a book.  There are more correlations, but not enough room.  However, I took the Myers-Briggs (or Briggs-Myers, whatever) test online just now, and it says that I am more of the Scientist/Mastermind (btw, those are links to TWO different sites explaining the INTJ personality type), which led me to this page about INTJs in relationships and whatnot, which IS actually a more accurate representation of myself.  At the bottom of the page, it gives a "natural partner".  I have no idea if either of those are THE BOYFRIEND or not, but he certainly is Extroverted, or at least more extroverted that I am.