A quiet morning, when I really didn't want it to be quiet

Hilarious moment of the day:  THE BOYFRIEND is touching my legs and tush, obviously turned on and wanting sex.  I'm not wearing my panties and he moves his hand to my crotch.  I know I'm extremely wet, but he doesn't.  When he gets there, he just looks at me, smiles and says,

"Whoa."
"Yeah."
"I did not know."
"Yeah."

Which is alright with me cause it just makes things easier when he starts fingering me and rubbing my clit, getting me to climax with just his nimble hand.  But it was hilarious to see his face when he realized what he does to me with just his ... hand on my body like that.  Of course, we didn't do anything neked, cause the roommates were up and I really didn't want to be quiet this morning with THE BOYFRIEND.  But everything else was FABULOUS!

We were laying in bed, just cuddling and slight kissing, he whispered to me,

"This is what I like."
"Yeah, this is definitely the best."

I whispered back.  It's nice to enjoy the small things in a relationship.  To know what it is that are really enjoyable with each other, to know how to make the other smile and laugh, and to do it without outright thinking about it.  Like it's second nature.

I told THE BOYFRIEND a little more about THE EX today.  Over waffles at Waffle House.  And coffee.  THE BOYFRIEND likes coffee now, and it's super shocking.  I don't think he had any cola today at all.  Back from digressing, what I told him were my experiences when THE EX was drunk.  There wasn't the

"What the fuck was this chick doing with this dick?"

look.  More like what he said was,

"Do you know how to use a gun?"

Although, I'm hoping he's not thinking that I'm going to go crazy on him.  I mean, I really haven't yet, but I think that the thought is forming, if not there already.  How we got to that topic was he had said

"It's weird when I'm drinking and you just have one beer and spend the rest sipping water."

My response to that was

"I am just used to being the one who has to drive, and be the sensible one, and also pull his ass out of bars when things are about to get dicey."

I then showed him the cigarette burn on my arm and say to him,

"This is from when he was drunk one time." 

To which I got the above gun response from him.  But I can't worry about what he is thinking in regards to all of this, because so far it hasn't affected our relationship negatively.  He still looks at me in this amazing way that just brings about a wonderful glow to my entire being.  He still smiles when he sees me shimmy and sing along to songs like I do.  He still kisses me the same and holds my hand the same.  On and on; everything he does and says just ... is such a far cry from THE EX and even farther from how he treated me.  It's going to be really easy to fall in love with him.  And I'm not thinking about running to a galaxy far, far away.  More like, I really, really wanna stay and fall in love with someone who deserves it.

What am I gonna do?