Worth the Wait

The theme for today: it was well worth the wait.  THE BOYFRIEND and I spent the past two days NOT having sex at all.  And by sex, I mean actual penetration.  And upon the actual act today, we both agreed it was well worth the wait.  Firstly, he came over for a brief respite before having to go back to the station for a "mandatory" meeting with the news director.  We didn't have sex then, but the tension was ENORMOUS.  We're laying on my bed in each other arms, bodies wrapped around the other.  Kissing ensued, then touching.  He starts kissing my breasts and kneading them, and I'm grinding my crotch into his while he does this.  When it gets to be too much and I'm about to just tear off his clothes, I say,

"You're killing me."
"I'm killing you?!  You're killing me here."

After a short while of this occurring, I practically shove him out the door because he really needed to leave so he wouldn't be late.

"Yeah, I definitely coming back before I head down to St. Augustine."

As he walks to his car, I watch him go and just think to myself,

"Wow, he is amazing and hot right now." 

When he comes back, one of my roommates and I were outside smoking a cigarette.  The roommate already knows what my intentions are:  SEX.  So, I think he stayed outside as much as possible.  Which is good, because as soon as we got into my room, we are back at it.  Kissing, touching, clothes coming off.  It feels so amazing and just ... yeah.  THE BOYFRIEND says to me, among the usual adulations,

"I love watching you cum.  The way you look at me, it's like you are starving.  You have an amazing body, great tits, and a beautiful ass."   

The way he looks at me aint bad either.  It's like he's watching the most beautiful thing on earth, and it's all his.  Of course, I don't feel this way, the most beautiful thing on earth part, but that's how he looks at me.   I am all his though.  No denying that.

We fall asleep on the bed, well, he falls asleep, next to each other, my back to his front.  And you all know what that means.  Yep.  When he wakes up, we go at it again.  THIS time, as I'm laying there, my back to his front again, his dick accidentally slides into me, with no condom.  He thrusts a little bit, looks down, and curses.  Quickly taken out, he searches for a condom.  I said to him,

"You got a little excited there, eh?"
"Yeah, a bit."

This time, I'm on my stomach, completely flat while he is behind me.  And he cums quickly.   But it felt great.  I came hard at least twice.

In between the first and second time today, I told him that I'm back on birth control, and that, in a few weeks, we can, if he's up to it, do it without a condom.  To which he gave me a "thumbs up", because he really wasn't in a "talking" kind of way.  But then says to me,

"I am gonna warn you, it'll be really quick the first few times."
"Oh I know.  I wasn't gonna expect anything more, per se."  

So, having said that, I can understand the second time "accident".  He did get a little too excited.

After that, we went out for a smoke.  The roommate was outside again.  There is little chatter between us, THE BOYFRIEND and I that is.  He's extremely worn out and really hungry.  I bend over to put out my butt when the roommate says to me,

"You got a little bit of a whale tail there."

To which I get all flustered.

"Hey, he likes it,"

meaning THE BOYFRIEND.  Who replies,

"He is not wrong about that."

Then I had a bit of a foot in mouth syndrome again.  I'm finished with my cigarette, and I look at him and say,

"You look terrible.  And I mean that in the best possible way."
"This is just like the time when you told me that I don't give a shit about my appearance,"

he replies, laughing of course.

"Hey, I meant that in the best possible way!"
"It's not like I own a mirror or anything."

And I'm just digging myself a deeper hole.  He's laughing at me getting all flustered.

"I'm just going to shut up now."

Yep, waiting for two days to have sex with him was worth the wait.   I might have to do it again, possibly soon.  Just cause I like the feel of the sexual tension between us.  I like being a tease to him, making him wait like that.  But also, hey!  He should be satisfied that I went down on him Monday!  I could've NOT done anything.

I want to ask him if our relationship is beyond just the carnal now.  It feels like it is sometimes, when we just hang out and enjoy each other's company, and then he goes and completely ignores the stuff we do outside of actual penetration like it didn't happen.  What I want to know is ... should I keep looking for work outside of this area, out of state even?  Is this a relationship that is worth staying around for?  But I don't want to be "one of those" girls.  I mean, we just hit the one month mark!  I don't want to miss this opportunity for a great time with him, but I also feel like I should cultivate my career.  Any thoughts?  Is this like sex was today, well worth the wait?