Valentine's day

 Valentine's day.  A day meant for celebrating love and our relationships with a special person.  I have a very special person that I could spend the day with and be all lovey dovey.  And what did I do for Valentine's Day?  I ate ice cream with oreos and peanut butter cups.  Alone.  Yeah, yesterday was a major let down even if I think that it's all just bull shit.  THE BOYFRIEND came home from the station and we're lying there on his bed, getting cosy and comfy, making out and getting handsy.  I'm just starting that time of the month, so we're not gonna fuck (even if he's okay with it, I'm not there yet).  I'm on top, kissing all over him, really trying to be sweet and loving, when he just comes out with

"Oh, I just remembered why I was so pissed off at her today."

HER being Christina, this really idiotic producer on our shift.  I mean, the girl has NO brains whatsoever.  If the executive producer for the morning shift has to sit in the control booth and WATCH you run the show, you're an idiot and you're doing something wrong.  My problems with her aren't just about her idiocy, but also the fact that she basically just took over MY friends and MY spot with them at the station when she took over my editor position last year.  It's a jealousy thing.  Back to the boyfriend and his absolute bad timing.

"What?!  You're thinking about HER when I'm here getting ready to go down on you?  WOW!" 

Yeah, he apologized profusely for that.  So, I just started kissing him again and said,

"You should forget that.  I'll help you forget that."

I'm way too nice for him, and way too amazing to put up with something like that.  And he knows it too.  But wait, there's more.  The awesomeness that was yesterday doesn't end there!  Right before we started making out, my stomach started rumbling and then growling at me.  He wasn't hungry, having just eaten a few hours ago at the station.  So, we started kissing and getting handsy.  AND after all the above bad timing, I'm ready to eat.  But like right after he cums, he falls asleep.  I had already told him that I was going to go back home about 2:30, 3:00 so I could sleep longer in my own bed before my shift and have clean clothes to wear to work, and I said that he could come stay with me.  BUT HE FELL ASLEEP.  So I made my own food, listened to NPR's Fresh Air interview about J. Edgar Hoover and the history of the FBI (great interview btw), went upstairs and he was STILL asleep.  I woke him up to tell him that I was leaving,

"Yeah, so I'm leaving now.  It's time for me to go home.  I had invited you to come up and stay with me, but you obviously ... don't want to.  Goodbye, sweetheart."  kissing him lightly on the cheek

He was awake, slightly, gave me a sad face and then rolled over and went back to sleep.  And... I left.  Yes, I was slightly pissed about all of that.  I went to Walmart and got some ice cream, oreos and peanut butter cups and had myself a great valentine's day feast, watched some of my shows, then went to sleep.  Apparently he woke up about 5:00, tried to call and text me, twice.  I only got the text, and ignored it. 

When he got to work this a.m., as we were walking back from smoking outside, he apologised,

"I am so sorry about falling asleep, especially after you had just said that you were hungry.  When I woke up, you were long gone.  And I just thought to myself, oh man!  I am the worst.  I am so sorry."

"Yeah, you were."

I smiled at him, and laughed and just went back into my cave.  Later, he came by again to go outside with me, I said to him,

"You do realize that I am so nice about this whole Christina thing and the falling asleep thing?"
"Yeah." with a guilty, sad look on his face
"Okay then.  Just checking." smiling and laughing

I told him that I even woke him up to tell him that I was leaving, that his eyes were open when I told him, and he doesn't even remember that.  He looked so guilty about the whole day yesterday, and I feel bad-ish about making him feel guilty and rubbing it in, too.  Wait, not really, no I don't feel guilty.  So, he's gonna get some things done today and then come up to "ignore me in my own bed."  LOL  He's really gonna have to make it up to me.